Blue

I'm a wreck. I kept myself together enough for the holidays, but I haven't been feeling like myself. It's so hard with Daniel gone, all I want to do is sleep. But most the time I can't sleep and so I end up feeling like I do today-crappy. I didn't do anything exciting last night, I just got back into town and was so exhausted. I laid and laid and laid until 9am this morning. It is horrible, my head is still feeling the after affects. Anyhow, I just haven't felt like myself all year, I've been so negative, grumpy and completely irrational at times. I feel like it's time to get medicated. Bah-humbug.