Too nervous to sleep...

I am still up...and I have work in the morning! Actually, what I have is a displacement! I am going to be over at the Southern District Office, waiting around to TAKE someone's job! YIKES! ALL of this is just so crazy and is driving me crazy! I hope that it all works...well, I know that somehow all of this WILL work, it's just my nerves that aren't letting me think that.

The other day I was talking on the phone with a complete stranger, I had met her at a teacher conference. Her name is Marie. Anyhow, I was talking to her about a product I really want to use for math when she said, "Is everything ok? I can here an edge in your voice." I was totally shocked at the complete and total intuitiveness of this stranger and felt a connection. Marie told me several things that hit home, one of which was, "Jessica, you just need to trust life." I had never really thought of it that way. Trust life? Now that I've been thinking about that, I do. I do need to trust that whatever God has in store for me will happen. And I am starting to believe that. I am feeling calm. AND I've even began feeling that all of these things in my life that I feel are trials are beginning to be blessings in disguise. I cannot explain the thoughts that cross my mind or the feelings running through my body. Somehow I know it will be ok.